3
Nandhi hills. I got astonished by the location and climate. Chill climate made me to feel that I was in a hill station. I could touch the clouds by my hand. I'd touched it. Chill water had given me a fragrant feel. The aroma from the wild flowers from the forest surrounded by the temple was an added attraction for the ambience for the lovers and couples who'd assembled there. Though it's a temple most of them who came there were couples only.
After worshipping lord Shiva couples used to start to love. I'd watched so many passionate kisses there. Nobody was minding others. I felt a different feel. I thought of holding Malini’s hand but I got hesitated to do so. I just looked at her eyes. She with her eyebrows raised looked at me meaning what my intension was. I said nothing.
We both went inside of the temple. Malini whispered on the ears of Namdhi. It's a belief that if we whisper our prayer in Nsmdhi’s ears it will be done.
We'd worshipped Lord Shiva. Being there for sometime we came out.
After coming out Malini looked at me. As usual I didn't get meaning of her look I'd stayed calm which she didn't expect.
“Gowtham” Her voice was so soft that she didn't call me in this much soft tone since we met.
I was staring her face without uttering anything.
“What happened Gowtham?” When she looked at my eyes I couldn't face her eyes as I clearly knew that I was getting lost somewhere happily.
“Shall we sit somewhere?” When she asked me again I could just nod my head instead of saying yes.
We went inside and sat on a rock. When Malini sat near to me I just looked at her eyes. I was full of joy as I knew her abundant love on me which reflected in her both eyes.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Do you want to say anything to me?”
“Hmm”
“Do you know onething?”
“Hmm”
“I like you very much”
“Hmm”
“The way you speak with me “
“Hmm”
“You are so soft Gowtham”
“Me?” I'd smiled at her.
“Yes..”
“It seems funny”
“Serious Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“You know one thing?”
“Hmm”
“I wanted to spend time with you on today. Thatswhy we're here. “
“I know”
“Do you know the reason?”
When she asked I was not knowing what to reply. I was silent.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Today is my birthday” When she said to me I couldn't believe her.
“Really?”
“Yes Gowtham”
“You might have told me already”
“Why?”
“We'd have celebrated in a grand manner”
“No Gowtham..I won't celebrate my birthday”
“Why?”
“My mother’s twenty fourth anniversary”
“Oh sorry”
“I'm 24 years old”
I took pity on her. What made me to do so? I didn't know. I just hugged her. She didn't expect that in the meantime she didn't resist me.
“Happy birthday Malini”
“Thanks Gowtham”
“I want to give something to you”
“Is it that much necessary?”
“Yes”
“Ok”
“Tell me Malin.i What you like most?”
“Frankly speaking “
“Hmm”
“Your presence Gowtham “
“What?”
“Serious Gowtham. If you could gift your presence for my entire lifetime I'll feel much happy “
I didn't feel as before in my life ever. I looked at her affectionately.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“I think “
“Hmm”
“It's you..made my day..”
“Hmm”
Next couple of minutes we didn't speak anything with eachother as silence was much needed for us to enjoy the happiness of those precious moments.
Chill climate made me to shiver which she noticed. She hugged me tightly. Felt her warm I was feeling good.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“I think..”
“Hmm”
“I'm loosing my control”
When I said to her with sarcastic smile her eyes reflected her shyness.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Have I ever asked you to be in control?” With smiling face when she asked me I got showered by ice.
I slowly lifted her face by my right hand. She didn't resist.
‘What a cute face! Eyes explicitly tell that she's an angel. Lips attracted me to go closer. Sometimes something can't be prevented as it was supposed to be happened between the two attracting persons. It happened for us also. I'd kissed her on her lips. I could feel her shivering. My strong hug might have given her confidence that I'd be standing with her hereafter whatever may be her issues.
When we came out of the temple? We didn't know. It's an unforgettable day for us. We'd waited for bus. Accidentally I'd noted tears in her eyes.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“What happened?”
“Nothing”
I couldn't understand why she behaved differently. Later after so many days only I came to know that ladies if they are happy also will be in tears. Without understanding if gents ask the reason for the tears they won't reveal the reason explicitly instead they'll continue their silence.
Days went by. Our bond was so deep that we used to meet on alternate days in person. Mostly most of the temples in Bangalore we'd visited. Even Gods might have understood our bond. When love is very deep definitely someone will be there to collapse it. For us also one person started doing it.
One day we're walking on Mysore bank road. Suddenly Malini was tensed. She tried to hide her face with her dupatta. I got confused. I looked at her with my eyebrows raised. She understood my look.
Before she started replying me
“Hai Malini” He was in front of us.
“Uncle”
“I didn't expect you here. Hope that your office is not here” He continued with her without minding me.
“Uncle..meet Mr Gowtham..My friend” When Malini introduced me to him he was looking at me with a sarcastic smile. I didn't like him.
“Hello sir” When he said to me I also reciprocated.
“Hello”
“Where are you working?”
“In an Engineering College”
“How do you know our Malini?”
It seemed to me that he'd given more emphasis to ‘our Malini’. I looked at him without uttering anything. He smiled at me again in an unfriendly way.
To be continued.
Nandhi hills. I got astonished by the location and climate. Chill climate made me to feel that I was in a hill station. I could touch the clouds by my hand. I'd touched it. Chill water had given me a fragrant feel. The aroma from the wild flowers from the forest surrounded by the temple was an added attraction for the ambience for the lovers and couples who'd assembled there. Though it's a temple most of them who came there were couples only.
After worshipping lord Shiva couples used to start to love. I'd watched so many passionate kisses there. Nobody was minding others. I felt a different feel. I thought of holding Malini’s hand but I got hesitated to do so. I just looked at her eyes. She with her eyebrows raised looked at me meaning what my intension was. I said nothing.
We both went inside of the temple. Malini whispered on the ears of Namdhi. It's a belief that if we whisper our prayer in Nsmdhi’s ears it will be done.
We'd worshipped Lord Shiva. Being there for sometime we came out.
After coming out Malini looked at me. As usual I didn't get meaning of her look I'd stayed calm which she didn't expect.
“Gowtham” Her voice was so soft that she didn't call me in this much soft tone since we met.
I was staring her face without uttering anything.
“What happened Gowtham?” When she looked at my eyes I couldn't face her eyes as I clearly knew that I was getting lost somewhere happily.
“Shall we sit somewhere?” When she asked me again I could just nod my head instead of saying yes.
We went inside and sat on a rock. When Malini sat near to me I just looked at her eyes. I was full of joy as I knew her abundant love on me which reflected in her both eyes.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Do you want to say anything to me?”
“Hmm”
“Do you know onething?”
“Hmm”
“I like you very much”
“Hmm”
“The way you speak with me “
“Hmm”
“You are so soft Gowtham”
“Me?” I'd smiled at her.
“Yes..”
“It seems funny”
“Serious Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“You know one thing?”
“Hmm”
“I wanted to spend time with you on today. Thatswhy we're here. “
“I know”
“Do you know the reason?”
When she asked I was not knowing what to reply. I was silent.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Today is my birthday” When she said to me I couldn't believe her.
“Really?”
“Yes Gowtham”
“You might have told me already”
“Why?”
“We'd have celebrated in a grand manner”
“No Gowtham..I won't celebrate my birthday”
“Why?”
“My mother’s twenty fourth anniversary”
“Oh sorry”
“I'm 24 years old”
I took pity on her. What made me to do so? I didn't know. I just hugged her. She didn't expect that in the meantime she didn't resist me.
“Happy birthday Malini”
“Thanks Gowtham”
“I want to give something to you”
“Is it that much necessary?”
“Yes”
“Ok”
“Tell me Malin.i What you like most?”
“Frankly speaking “
“Hmm”
“Your presence Gowtham “
“What?”
“Serious Gowtham. If you could gift your presence for my entire lifetime I'll feel much happy “
I didn't feel as before in my life ever. I looked at her affectionately.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“I think “
“Hmm”
“It's you..made my day..”
“Hmm”
Next couple of minutes we didn't speak anything with eachother as silence was much needed for us to enjoy the happiness of those precious moments.
Chill climate made me to shiver which she noticed. She hugged me tightly. Felt her warm I was feeling good.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“I think..”
“Hmm”
“I'm loosing my control”
When I said to her with sarcastic smile her eyes reflected her shyness.
“Gowtham”
“Hmm”
“Have I ever asked you to be in control?” With smiling face when she asked me I got showered by ice.
I slowly lifted her face by my right hand. She didn't resist.
‘What a cute face! Eyes explicitly tell that she's an angel. Lips attracted me to go closer. Sometimes something can't be prevented as it was supposed to be happened between the two attracting persons. It happened for us also. I'd kissed her on her lips. I could feel her shivering. My strong hug might have given her confidence that I'd be standing with her hereafter whatever may be her issues.
When we came out of the temple? We didn't know. It's an unforgettable day for us. We'd waited for bus. Accidentally I'd noted tears in her eyes.
“Malini”
“Hmm”
“What happened?”
“Nothing”
I couldn't understand why she behaved differently. Later after so many days only I came to know that ladies if they are happy also will be in tears. Without understanding if gents ask the reason for the tears they won't reveal the reason explicitly instead they'll continue their silence.
Days went by. Our bond was so deep that we used to meet on alternate days in person. Mostly most of the temples in Bangalore we'd visited. Even Gods might have understood our bond. When love is very deep definitely someone will be there to collapse it. For us also one person started doing it.
One day we're walking on Mysore bank road. Suddenly Malini was tensed. She tried to hide her face with her dupatta. I got confused. I looked at her with my eyebrows raised. She understood my look.
Before she started replying me
“Hai Malini” He was in front of us.
“Uncle”
“I didn't expect you here. Hope that your office is not here” He continued with her without minding me.
“Uncle..meet Mr Gowtham..My friend” When Malini introduced me to him he was looking at me with a sarcastic smile. I didn't like him.
“Hello sir” When he said to me I also reciprocated.
“Hello”
“Where are you working?”
“In an Engineering College”
“How do you know our Malini?”
It seemed to me that he'd given more emphasis to ‘our Malini’. I looked at him without uttering anything. He smiled at me again in an unfriendly way.
To be continued.
Author: gavudham
Article Title: I don't know how to love 3
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Article Title: I don't know how to love 3
Source URL: Gk Tamil Novels-https://gktamilnovels.com
Quote & Share Rules: Short quotations can be made from the article provided that the source is included, but the entire article cannot be copied to another site or published elsewhere without permission of the author.